She's home from school
Her day was hard
She starts the shots
To help let down her guard
1 shot down
Should she continue?
Maybe attract the attention
That lies within you
2 shots down
Her nerves decrease
She doesn't care
She only wants peace
3 shots down
Her nerves are diminished
She stops thinking of the way
She'll be when she's finished
4 shots down
She starts thinking of him
Does he care like he says?
Did he love her back then?
5 shots down
Will her friends be pissed?
If they discover her secret
Or find her like this?
6 shots down
She staggers away
Just to fall on the floor
And keep sweet memories at bay
7 shots down
No one will ever care
Because they can't understand
The life she can't bare
8 shots down
She thinks, "Fuck them all!"
She stops caring about the people
Who won't catch her when she falls
9 shots down
She can only cry
And she can't stop it
No matter how hard she tries
10 shots down
She can't remember that kiss
She's way too young
To be drinking like this
11 shots down
There's nothing left of her stash
So she crawls into bed
And prays her body turns to ash
She's passed out in bed
Hoping morning brings death
Because no one can save her
From her only love that's never left |